Sunday, Apr. 28, 2002 | 10:39 P.M.
yeah, i know i'm weird......really weird
so another weekend has past and came out of it, a hurt wrist from bowling. didn't feel good at all and i knew right when i let that ball go, i messed up my wrist. but hey, i knocked down 9 pins, so it wasn't all bad. now i can only use 8 lbs. balls. i shouldn't bowl this monday, but i like it and if it starts to hurt, i'll just stop. or bowl left handed.
what happened this weekend. well, i guess you all know erin's mom came into town. it was nice that she was there although i was a bit nervous being around her and erin at the same time. felt i couldn't be my cutie self. we went out to eat at kobe's. love that place and love philadelphia rolls. i just need to go to these places and eat sushi, be cheaper than actually getting a meal there. went to pet smart and barnes & noble. strange how you can spend soo much time in b&n and not even know it. wonder why....got me some self-help books...more to my collection. i should right my own...when i can fix myself first. promised erin if i couldn't fix myself by at least next school year, i would go back to a therapist. then went back to conway where the PD decided to make drive a bitch by block all the side roads and businesses on oak and not letting anyone use the turning lane, and if you did, they would give you a ticket. i just wanted to bowl damnit. found out it was the "end of the year party" for the black frats and it was being held next to the bowlign alley. called my dad to see what he thought about it, and was like, that is a bit much and crazy, which i agreed with him.
and speaking a crazy, i know everyone that knows or will read this will think i am. i've been looking for a car for some time now. mines about to give out. i decided that i wanted a civic ex sedan, a used one. well, those are hard to find. i can find the coupe's but never the sedans. well, dad finally goes out and looks at them and actually likes them. he foudn out the prices of them and compared them to the accords. found out that a new civic was the same price as a 99 or 00 accord. so now his logic is, i pick out a new 02 civic out and he will buy it. okay, get ready....here it goes....i feel bad for making my parents buy me a new car and i still want to find a used one. you hear that, I DON'T WANT MY PARENTS TO BUY ME A NEW CAR B/C I FEEL BAD! you see, i am weird.
well, i guess i should look like i am being a good student for tonight. but i will be a good student for the rest of the term, okay...so back off...i will, you don't believe me, fine then, i'll prove it to you.
oh i almost forgot ....wait, no i am not going to write that down....that is my own personal thought, and only a few of you know what i am referring to, so i will just leave it at that. i love napping with erin...it feels soo comfy and nice and right.
well, i guess i will end this now. i need a job...does anyone know where i can get one that is not food...done food, been there done that, no more. i guess i should look at that church camp thing. i just need money. well, memphis in may this weekend...hope things go well and i don't get caught somewhere and die and stuff.
hey, if any of you need a place to stay if you are giong to memphis in may, erin and i have a hotel room. two beds, so we can take 1-3 people if you are interested. thanks and don't use too much wrist when you are bowling....