Thursday, Feb. 28, 2002 | 1:24 P.M.
gone
she's leaving....for good
i'm a fuckup....for good
she hates me...for good
glad to know that diamonds aren't the only thing that last forever...
i want to go away, so i won't be anyone's fuckup.
i'll just be my own fuckup.
hurting people: 1 and only 1 - me
i can stand killing myself slowly with guilt than hurt too many people to count that I have no control over.
at least i can control myself...as little as i can
i have to drive her....not going to be fun, happy, or easy
i'm afraid what i will do driving back
i'm fuckup!
what's going to stop me now.....