2002-02-22 | 1:56 p.m.
trust
trust....this is the word that can kill a relationship
have i lost that trust...maybe
have i lost trust from another...yeah
now, i am trying to keep things honest, but i am afraid...what if that trust is broken...again
then when i am not around, only online, will trust come into play...yes
i feel bad, i get mad when trust is being doubted....then feel bad if i do somethign that might hurt that trust..
guilt is a horrible feeling. i wish it never existed. that is all i am filled with anymore...guilt; and i don't even know why i am guilty sometimes, just feel like i should
i need some food
and a hug
or a drink
and some booty dancing
but save that for tonight.....