Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 | 3:07 P.M.
quick trip into the past
how long has it been...5 days...wow, that's a while. so let's see if i can sum up the last 5 days in a short manor....but we all know me, that won't happen, so if you really want to read this entry, you better have a good span of time available.
I can't really remember what happened on Thursday, so we'll skip that day. Oh right, we cleaned...woo hoo.
Friday, cleaned some more and waited for lindsay to get into town. frankly i was nervous b/c i didn't knwo who she would act and how i would react, but everything went terrific. went to loki's party, thumpin! though his reciever went out, i still drank lots and isn't that the most important thing? got driven back by E and linz...yeah, i was a bit drunk...6 pack and a bottle of wine. fun times. forgot to take some bayer pm...
So when i got up sat, i wasn't in the most pleasant mood, but i perked up when we went to the movies. saw 5 movies that day. Undercova Brotha, Spiderman, The Sum of all Fears, Scooby-Doo, and The Bourne Identy..all good movies, but realized that 5 movies in one day is a bit much, started to lose interest, got home and had some interesting convos, actually just listening to convos betweeen the sisters. yes linz, i do have a confidence problem and that is why i get paranoid of those convos and think that people will leave me and someone will do better than me, a mix of pride, confidence, and fear.
sunday got up and around to head to harrison to see everyone and help my parents get set up to move into their new house. got there and look around, saw someone at wal-mart and talked to them for a while. went to my sis's house and saw the new baby. then went over to her in-laws house for dinner. good food, got to see all the little ones act crazy. got back and went to the new house, and stayed there that night. drove around harrison to catch up on everything...see what is the same/changed. found a box that contained things i haven't seen for 4 years. i was smiling so much that i think i was about to cry. collected somethings and went to bed late.
got up early and went to the Ranch House for breakfast...mmmm...good food and got to talk to some of the elders of Harrison. it was nice and i felt a bit older. then went to the house and moved things around, set up the comp, bedroom. mom and tammy and i held ella, the new one, for a while. she fell asleep in my arms. it was nice. took mom for food...talked awile, found out that life is messed up and people just get screwed b/c some are selfish bastards. went to get phone, cable, and utilities, but at that time it was 5 and i needed to go. got the garage buttons set up on both of their cars then left. really nice house next to the golf course. got back and just sat around...was a bit tired so took a nap, stayed up and watch the grinch with lindz then went to bed with lovey.
and now today, slept late and saw lindz and brandi, a kitten, go bye bye, and right after that, E went to work, so now here i am. just ate two bowls of cereal b/c i was about to pass out. thought of what i am going to do for dinner, breakfast@! hope E likes it. i need to clean up the messes that the sisters left before 7. i guess that is all for now. if you want to talk, i have a number and a phone, just call me or come over. laters ya'll.